June 30, 2007
School's gonna start soon. I'm so not ready, not looking forward to it too. 4modules, 3days a week. 4months of torture till the exams. 1.5month to results and if all goes well, 6months to freedom.
I really don't feel ready to take on this feat. I feel that this holiday has gone to waste. I feel like there isn't any holiday, I feel no difference between holidays and not having holidays.
Bored, emo and everything I'm not supposed to be.You know it's weird how I run to you in every single situation I find myself stuck in because you're the best refuge to seek solace in.
-nIx- @ [[10:48 PM]]
School's gonna start soon. I'm so not ready, not looking forward to it too. 4modules, 3days a week. 4months of torture till the exams. 1.5month to results and if all goes well, 6months to freedom.
I really don't feel ready to take on this feat. I feel that this holiday has gone to waste. I feel like there isn't any holiday, I feel no difference between holidays and not having holidays.
Bored, emo and everything I'm not supposed to be.You know it's weird how I run to you in every single situation I find myself stuck in because you're the best refuge to seek solace in.
-nIx- @ [[10:48 PM]]
Withheld call and after 3 hellos from me that someone just places it down.I hope it isn't you. On the other hand, maybe I wished so.
Dinner at Wakaru @ Central. With the bill totalling $70plus but the food is relatively nice and perked up my mood a little.
I'm barely alive
-nIx- @ [[9:42 PM]]
I am bored, seriously, bored out of this world. I just feel so damn stoned like how I did some time back, not too long ago and I absolutely abhor feeling like this.Why are you affecting me so much for no particular reason?
I want to go to town but somehow I don't want to either.Why am I finding myself missing you when I shouldn't?
I've yet to visit my ex-colleagues on a weekend - I haven't done that for ages, prolly only did so once or twice since I've left.Why am I thinking of you almost all the time?
Malaysia tomorrow, which reminds me I've yet to change some currency before going there.Why am I feeling this way?
I'm just so damn bloody bored.Why am I wishing you were right here, with me?
-nIx- @ [[1:35 PM]]
Early in the morning and the moment I step out of my room I'm greeted by horrendous screaming which continues non-stop till the moment my dad arrived home. Thank God.
Because one person screaming should be more than enough, any more screaming and you'll add another to the collection - me. I'm having a really bad hormone rage, I think.
The previous song is still stuck deep into my head.
Argh. I just want to get out of home fast.I really really miss you bad. Really bad. It's been almost half a month since I last heard from you. ):
give me something to believe in
; cuz i don't believe in you anymore, anymore.
; cuz i don't believe in you anymore, anymore.
-nIx- @ [[12:08 PM]]
June 29, 2007
Today we spent the afternoon making good use of old stuff and making them new! Too bad my creativity is impaired.
Liclic bought a rabbit which was named plenty of times before it ended up with Thumper, credits to nix. Hahaha. It kept shitting everywhere and pee-d on my floor! =< That gives me like what? 10000000 reasons NOT to get a rabbit unless you have an outdoor garden. (:
I NEED A DAMN COMPUTER.
-nIx- @ [[10:37 PM]]
Today we spent the afternoon making good use of old stuff and making them new! Too bad my creativity is impaired.
Liclic bought a rabbit which was named plenty of times before it ended up with Thumper, credits to nix. Hahaha. It kept shitting everywhere and pee-d on my floor! =< That gives me like what? 10000000 reasons NOT to get a rabbit unless you have an outdoor garden. (:
I NEED A DAMN COMPUTER.
give me something to believe in
; cuz i don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
; cuz i don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
-nIx- @ [[10:37 PM]]
; lately
It's been getting boring. Even exploring new shopping centres doesn't curb the boredom. That's because in every new shopping centre, majority of the shops are the same and sell the same stuff and yada yada. Yeah, new indeed. Lets list some of them down - Baleno, Fox, Topshop, Miss Selffridge, Mango, Disney, Pink Panther, Hang Ten, Bossinni, S&K, EBASE, BHG(previously known as Seiyu - it's a pity to change such a nice name actually), OG, John Little, Robinsons, McDonalds, KFC, Burger King, LJS. You name it, the big ones most probably got it. Pardon me if I got the spelling wrong.
They could also include higher ended boutiques and outlets and other expensive brands which too proves redundant for us teenagers because we can't afford them.
And at the end of the day, it's just another shopping centre, indifferent from the rest. Just the size and the cool new layouts for each store to amaze people.
Ah, I wonder if anyone else feels this way too. And I wonder, what exactly is it, that makes me look at you in a different perspective. And what makes me high, just thinking of you. Why?
-nIx- @ [[12:48 AM]]
June 28, 2007
Bored. bored. bored.
Why so? Bored. Bored. Bored.I guess the only thing that doesn't make me bored is you. So why aren't you here to entertain me?
=(Get over it, nix.
-nIx- @ [[12:44 PM]]
Bored. bored. bored.
Why so? Bored. Bored. Bored.I guess the only thing that doesn't make me bored is you. So why aren't you here to entertain me?
=(Get over it, nix.
-nIx- @ [[12:44 PM]]
June 27, 2007
Today was a day well wasted. I don't really mean it went down the drain but I spent at least an hour or two in the arcade, something I've not been doing for ages - and I enjoyed it pretty much! Ahaha seriously, if you study as much as I do before the exams, anything else is relatively fun most of the time.
The weather's a killer even though judging from the tempterature reported, it's much cooler here as compared to Cambodia. I don't really feel the difference. It seems pretty much the same.
-nIx- @ [[11:23 PM]]
Today was a day well wasted. I don't really mean it went down the drain but I spent at least an hour or two in the arcade, something I've not been doing for ages - and I enjoyed it pretty much! Ahaha seriously, if you study as much as I do before the exams, anything else is relatively fun most of the time.
The weather's a killer even though judging from the tempterature reported, it's much cooler here as compared to Cambodia. I don't really feel the difference. It seems pretty much the same.
there's a void
; somewhere
i'm feeling it.
; somewhere
i'm feeling it.
-nIx- @ [[11:23 PM]]
Watching MTV 80s now. Somehow I don't feel tired at all though I've woken up at about 5am, took the flight, napped for a short while and been awake the rest of the day.
One thing about most of the songs from the 80's - they never lose that x-factor, the one that makes it an all time favourite and a song that can last for many, many years as compared to those songs nowadays.
Even nice songs now loose their groove rather fast.Emo-ing now, I don't know why. I'll just wait, hope and see how it goes.
-nIx- @ [[12:51 AM]]
June 26, 2007
The more I think about it, the more likely this isn't the last time
Dinner at Rendezvous Hotel followed by random shopping at Carrefour then home. Tadah. But I shan't hold too high hopes on that.
-nIx- @ [[10:55 PM]]
The more I think about it, the more likely this isn't the last time
Dinner at Rendezvous Hotel followed by random shopping at Carrefour then home. Tadah. But I shan't hold too high hopes on that.
-nIx- @ [[10:55 PM]]
I will survive
; I suppose I will
Haven't heard from you since. Well done. So much for the thin line of hope I've been threading on for so long.
Touched down somewhere before noon. Walked around the airport which was something I never managed to do for a long time. We're always rushing or at the very most left with a quarter of an hour before going in the waiting room.; I suppose I will
Haven't heard from you since. Well done. So much for the thin line of hope I've been threading on for so long.
I'm much too lazy to post any pictures.
My skin is peeling all over, what an ugly sight. =(You're first up on her list. I wonder what's the difference. I'm fine, anyway ; for now.
-nIx- @ [[3:11 PM]]
June 25, 2007
4th day in Cambodia, Sieam Reap. (: I am alone now in The Blue Pumpkin eating ice cream and having a nice drink.
Today we went for breakfast followed by some cooking school. US$11 per person.
And so I now know how to make curry and fresh/fried spring rolls and mango salad. My fav (:
Parents are currently somewhere next door having massage(once is enough for me) while I'm trying to survive with this 50minutes left laptop whose timing isn't exactly that much if I'm on the net. I have a plug but unfortunately have no adapter.
Plenty of photos but with nobody inside I don't know what's the use but everything's kinda pretty so it's worth taking. Lots and lots of temples but since I get bored of seeing the same things over and over again we just bought a 1day pass which was good enough.
Ice cream here is nice and yum. I have yet to buy the pao and otak here. I have no idea how they call it. We have most of the fruits here except their market is just like ours years ago - pigs not in freezers. Plenty of fruits, some of which look and taste nicer than back home. I love carrots and custards and pomelos and everything else. =D
Food here is relatively nice and some restaurants do not use MSG at all (but the cooking thingy we went to were so generous on the msg. -.-)
I think a 3day trip would suffice if one should want to come here.
My hotel room is rather neat and tidy for US$22/night which comes with free breakfast - The Red Piano. What more - the room's ORANGE! We first booked Molly Marlone but the hotel was abit disappointing as compared with the pictures and on top of it - our room to be was situated on the 4th floor plus a pub downstairs would most probably mean noisy nights till 2am.
Everything here at night comes to live, party all night long and beer and drinks and whatnots which could cost from US$0.75 and up. A bottle can cost about an average of US$10. I guess that's why people love it here.
Tuk tuks are everywhere~ They range from US$10 to US$20 a day. Prices ranging according to the distance we travel. We had the same driver for 3days 1. $12 2. $22 3. $10. The weird thing is that almost every meal, we called the driver along but he only accepted once.
There's nothing much to buy here except souvenirs. The pretty stuff we can find back home and plenty of overpriced items.
I love street food as compared to restaurants but then my parents don't usually prefer it because of the hygiene and the TB and hepetitis around here which I heard almost 65% of the population carries.
Anyhow, I would love to start up a business here hahaha. Risk is rather low I suppose. On the other hand, I don't think I can bear with the hot weather here, although because of the rainy monsoon season now, it can get really cooling at times.
When I return back to SG I shall post the pics. I don't want to waste much of my battery doing so now. =D
If I repeat, don't blame me my mind is going all over.
-nIx- @ [[5:22 PM]]
4th day in Cambodia, Sieam Reap. (: I am alone now in The Blue Pumpkin eating ice cream and having a nice drink.
Today we went for breakfast followed by some cooking school. US$11 per person.
And so I now know how to make curry and fresh/fried spring rolls and mango salad. My fav (:
Parents are currently somewhere next door having massage(once is enough for me) while I'm trying to survive with this 50minutes left laptop whose timing isn't exactly that much if I'm on the net. I have a plug but unfortunately have no adapter.
Plenty of photos but with nobody inside I don't know what's the use but everything's kinda pretty so it's worth taking. Lots and lots of temples but since I get bored of seeing the same things over and over again we just bought a 1day pass which was good enough.
Ice cream here is nice and yum. I have yet to buy the pao and otak here. I have no idea how they call it. We have most of the fruits here except their market is just like ours years ago - pigs not in freezers. Plenty of fruits, some of which look and taste nicer than back home. I love carrots and custards and pomelos and everything else. =D
Food here is relatively nice and some restaurants do not use MSG at all (but the cooking thingy we went to were so generous on the msg. -.-)
I think a 3day trip would suffice if one should want to come here.
My hotel room is rather neat and tidy for US$22/night which comes with free breakfast - The Red Piano. What more - the room's ORANGE! We first booked Molly Marlone but the hotel was abit disappointing as compared with the pictures and on top of it - our room to be was situated on the 4th floor plus a pub downstairs would most probably mean noisy nights till 2am.
Everything here at night comes to live, party all night long and beer and drinks and whatnots which could cost from US$0.75 and up. A bottle can cost about an average of US$10. I guess that's why people love it here.
Tuk tuks are everywhere~ They range from US$10 to US$20 a day. Prices ranging according to the distance we travel. We had the same driver for 3days 1. $12 2. $22 3. $10. The weird thing is that almost every meal, we called the driver along but he only accepted once.
There's nothing much to buy here except souvenirs. The pretty stuff we can find back home and plenty of overpriced items.
I love street food as compared to restaurants but then my parents don't usually prefer it because of the hygiene and the TB and hepetitis around here which I heard almost 65% of the population carries.
Anyhow, I would love to start up a business here hahaha. Risk is rather low I suppose. On the other hand, I don't think I can bear with the hot weather here, although because of the rainy monsoon season now, it can get really cooling at times.
When I return back to SG I shall post the pics. I don't want to waste much of my battery doing so now. =D
If I repeat, don't blame me my mind is going all over.
-nIx- @ [[5:22 PM]]
June 22, 2007
While the darkness creeps in
and the rest of the world is asleep.
She left the place quietly
to venture deep into the blank.
Somewhere she's never been before
to enjoy the wonders of what lay ahead.
I'll miss you definitely ):
Baby bear's coming along! I make sure it always does. My travel companion. (:
-nIx- @ [[12:36 AM]]
While the darkness creeps in
and the rest of the world is asleep.
She left the place quietly
to venture deep into the blank.
Somewhere she's never been before
to enjoy the wonders of what lay ahead.
I'll miss you definitely ):
Baby bear's coming along! I make sure it always does. My travel companion. (:
so much hurt, so much pain
takes a while to regain what is lost, inside.
but i was ; so confused
; out of reach
takes a while to regain what is lost, inside.
but i was ; so confused
; out of reach
-nIx- @ [[12:36 AM]]
June 20, 2007
I don't like you anymore!I wish I could say that, for you have once more proven my doubts right. Anyhow, I don't think I'll be able to see you before I fly off.
Cambodia in slightly less than 1.5days. I can't wait!
-nIx- @ [[9:08 PM]]
Cambodia in slightly less than 1.5days. I can't wait!
-nIx- @ [[9:08 PM]]
You said you'd get back to me last night. Anyway, it doesn't matter much to you does it? But it does to me.
Been reading books and more books. I get bored of books easily I guess I should stop reading them before I have to hit the textbooks and get more sick of them.
Yes, nice logic indeed.
I'm off to read the newspaper for the first time in ages.
-nIx- @ [[10:25 AM]]
June 19, 2007
Going through some old posts and I realised I'm much stronger than I was in my yesteryears ; or maybe it hasn't hit me enough this time round for me to realise how weak I can get.
I pretty much found the joy in solitaire walks for they give me much time to reflect over every petty aspect of life. Perhaps I have so wondered half my life away worrying about everything I shouldn't have been worrying about.
I've been bored at home doing nothing but reading books and online stories of stupid kiddy stories being told to children before they sleep which in all aspects are not suited for kids.
Today for the first time in my life, I heard a mother say "so old already still don't know how to say sorry", yes, she da bitch. Never in my life have I not say sorry for as long as I can remember. Besides, her spoilt child actually walked and knocked onto my bag and I did apologise nevertheless for something I didn't do.
Then the day before I met a girl in the train who was wearing a dress and insisted on sitting on the floor with her legs spread wide open and I was thinking what a public nuisance. Then when she was about to get out she tried to kick me thrice and I just stared at her and her grandma. The girl was asked to apologise but she didn't. And she even slapped her grandfather who was carrying her out of the train. Spoilt kids. If I were her parents I'd slap her in public for being a nuisance. Oh wait, my kids wouldn't in the first place grow up to be like that little girl.
-nIx- @ [[10:21 PM]]
Going through some old posts and I realised I'm much stronger than I was in my yesteryears ; or maybe it hasn't hit me enough this time round for me to realise how weak I can get.
I pretty much found the joy in solitaire walks for they give me much time to reflect over every petty aspect of life. Perhaps I have so wondered half my life away worrying about everything I shouldn't have been worrying about.
I've been bored at home doing nothing but reading books and online stories of stupid kiddy stories being told to children before they sleep which in all aspects are not suited for kids.
Today for the first time in my life, I heard a mother say "so old already still don't know how to say sorry", yes, she da bitch. Never in my life have I not say sorry for as long as I can remember. Besides, her spoilt child actually walked and knocked onto my bag and I did apologise nevertheless for something I didn't do.
Then the day before I met a girl in the train who was wearing a dress and insisted on sitting on the floor with her legs spread wide open and I was thinking what a public nuisance. Then when she was about to get out she tried to kick me thrice and I just stared at her and her grandma. The girl was asked to apologise but she didn't. And she even slapped her grandfather who was carrying her out of the train. Spoilt kids. If I were her parents I'd slap her in public for being a nuisance. Oh wait, my kids wouldn't in the first place grow up to be like that little girl.
-nIx- @ [[10:21 PM]]
Holidays seem to fly like lightning, maybe faster. Then again, rather unfruitful, but better than the previous.
Maybe I've fared way past my limits, taking advantage of every single move, but I will never give up without at least trying. Because without trying, the battles already lost.And then again, it saddens me, for we're worlds apart. No matter how hard I try, it will never be the same as it was back then.
And if miracles could happen, I'd be more than glad.I'm so sorry I wish I could take it all back. Having you remember it is one of the worse feeling I've ever felt.
-nIx- @ [[9:50 PM]]
Boredom strikes, and I can't find the damned bee book
-nIx- @ [[6:34 PM]]
So many times I've tried to give up but I never really had the heart to do so. And when I do all those efforts just go to waste. Well, not exactly because I really can't bear to give up and those worries just keep coming into my mind. I'd try to shake them off but it sticks on stronger than chewing gum onto the soles of my shoes which never got off no matter how hard I tried, maybe because I didn't put enough effort into it.
Somehow at the end of the day it all seems worth it, or maybe I shouldn't have let myself worry at all so that I need not set myself through this torment which I go through alone.
I guess PMS has to play a big role for this absurdity. And I wonder how one like you can make me so happy without much effort
Fun isn't as much as I'd perpetuated ; holidays are always not as wonderful as it seems just because you ain't here
I hope that wasn't goodbye.Nobody really knows how much the sunshine means to me
-nIx- @ [[10:20 AM]]
June 17, 2007
Today on top of the normal lamb and beef steak anyone would usually eat, we had quail and crocodile meat - the latter of which made me feel damn sick up till now.I wonder, if I'd get to see you before I fly off
Day dreamed the whole afternoon away about situations which would only happen if I continue singing Prince of Egypt's "there can be miracles" once a day in which I once really believed it work.
KiddyNot suitable for kids but kids hear them while growing up stories(come to think of it)
I'm addicted.Somehow, yes, I miss you a little more than I should be
-nIx- @ [[10:17 PM]]
Today on top of the normal lamb and beef steak anyone would usually eat, we had quail and crocodile meat - the latter of which made me feel damn sick up till now.I wonder, if I'd get to see you before I fly off
Day dreamed the whole afternoon away about situations which would only happen if I continue singing Prince of Egypt's "there can be miracles" once a day in which I once really believed it work.
I'm addicted.Somehow, yes, I miss you a little more than I should be
-nIx- @ [[10:17 PM]]
Pinball machines rock!
-nIx- @ [[9:19 AM]]
June 16, 2007
Life is getting more and more boring.. It's like. Studying non-stop and I just can't exactly get the kick of the holiday, so whatever.
I don't even feel excited shopping anymore(in fact I didn't buy anything but food today, which is good I guess).
I bought 5huge packets of snacks I intend to bring to Cambodia and my mum is saying I'm mad.
-nIx- @ [[9:54 PM]]
Life is getting more and more boring.. It's like. Studying non-stop and I just can't exactly get the kick of the holiday, so whatever.
I don't even feel excited shopping anymore(in fact I didn't buy anything but food today, which is good I guess).
I bought 5huge packets of snacks I intend to bring to Cambodia and my mum is saying I'm mad.
-nIx- @ [[9:54 PM]]
June 13, 2007
-nIx- @ [[11:15 PM]]
| You Are 60% Spoiled |
 You're a little spoiled, but you're not spoiled rotten. You love to be showered with gifts and affection, but you're good at keeping your demands to a minimum! |
You Are the Ego |
 You take a balanced approach to your life. You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess. |
| You Are 23 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| Your Envy Quotient: 42% |
 You are an envious person, but only at times. Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure. Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better. And then maybe people will be envious of you. |
| You Are Indigo |
 Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent. Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you. |
| People Envy Your Confidence |
 You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself. |
| You Are 56% Impulsive |
 You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless. You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments. And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does! |
| You Are a Snowman |
 Friendly and fun, you enjoy bringing holiday cheer to everyone you know! |
| Your Aura is Orange |
 You're a bit of a loner, but you're never lonely. You know how to entertain yourself. Whether you're trying an extreme sport or a new weird food, you always live on the edge. The purpose of your life: testing limits - both physical and mental... and then telling people about it. Famous oranges include: Timothy Leary, David Blaine, Tony Hawk, Carey Hart Careers for you to try: Snowboarder, Circus Performer, Undercover Agent |
| Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) |
 Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
| You Are A Loyal Sidekick |
 While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way! |
| You Are 69% Perfectionist |
 You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high! |
| You are 80% Libra |
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-nIx- @ [[11:15 PM]]
Lalalala. Japanese food!
Salmon, sushi, chawan mushi, udon, lamb, rice and momo peach ice cream. Yummyyyyyyyyy! I practically loved everything there and even though I've been to that building almost everyday for 2years I've never stepped in there before.
I'm so stuffed and full and tired. Hehe. Thank you so much. <3
-nIx- @ [[10:53 PM]]
Post exam syndromes? I just can't sit in front of the comp doing nothing. It feels so damn weird and I feel bad just doing so. I just have the "next-up" habit of wanting to grab my textbook and start revising. Ah, this sucks.
-nIx- @ [[5:34 PM]]
lalalalalalalalalalalala.
-nIx- @ [[9:59 AM]]
June 11, 2007
Heh. I spent the last 2 days in the library from 9am to 9pm. Anyone who seen me there the whole day will think I'm so hardworking but I don't know why I just happen to stone and nothing much goes in, if any at all.
So today I decided to go to BK after the library closed to study for an additional 2hours. Here I am back home!
Library tomorrow with lic lic. Hehe.
The more I study audit, the more I realise how out of point I have written in my 1st exam. Halleluyah if I can pass because I already found 2 mistakes of 7-9marks question each where my explaination is totally not in line with the answers.
I'm damn tired now.
Byebye!
-nIx- @ [[12:02 AM]]
Heh. I spent the last 2 days in the library from 9am to 9pm. Anyone who seen me there the whole day will think I'm so hardworking but I don't know why I just happen to stone and nothing much goes in, if any at all.
So today I decided to go to BK after the library closed to study for an additional 2hours. Here I am back home!
Library tomorrow with lic lic. Hehe.
The more I study audit, the more I realise how out of point I have written in my 1st exam. Halleluyah if I can pass because I already found 2 mistakes of 7-9marks question each where my explaination is totally not in line with the answers.
I'm damn tired now.
Byebye!
-nIx- @ [[12:02 AM]]
June 10, 2007
I'm already getting the zest of the holidays and so I have no idea how I will fare in the upcoming exams. I only studied 40 out of the targeted 70 pages. Hurray nix. And I haven't attempted any questions yet. As of today, I better get my butt to the library quick and start mugging real hard.
I hate the bastard who was blasting music for almost an hour in the library and I just couldn't find out who so I went out near the entrance to sit and couldn't stand the squeaky door whenever it was being opened and closed.
Okk whatever.
It's about time I left for the library and I hope my concentration span would be much longer than yesterday's.
I think I had one of the most value for money meal yesterday. So full till I didn't have to eat dinner at all. And it's really affordable and nice. I'll go back there some time soon.
I can't wait till the exams are over!
Off for now! =)
-nIx- @ [[7:59 AM]]
I'm already getting the zest of the holidays and so I have no idea how I will fare in the upcoming exams. I only studied 40 out of the targeted 70 pages. Hurray nix. And I haven't attempted any questions yet. As of today, I better get my butt to the library quick and start mugging real hard.
I hate the bastard who was blasting music for almost an hour in the library and I just couldn't find out who so I went out near the entrance to sit and couldn't stand the squeaky door whenever it was being opened and closed.
Okk whatever.
It's about time I left for the library and I hope my concentration span would be much longer than yesterday's.
I think I had one of the most value for money meal yesterday. So full till I didn't have to eat dinner at all. And it's really affordable and nice. I'll go back there some time soon.
I can't wait till the exams are over!
Off for now! =)
-nIx- @ [[7:59 AM]]
June 08, 2007
Wheeee. Hahaah omg nix is so damn slack today.
Library at 10.20am and there wasn't much space available and I was being a public nuisance by lying on my tummy on the chair. HAHAA. So damn comfy for awhile till I found out my back was aching.
Anyhow, we had chicken rice again(the chicken was apparently ice cold) and had a little walk around J8.
Back to the library wish almost zero production because everyone around me was talking and I shifted places and the new couple came in and talked so loud I turned to them and asked them to lower down their volume.. They left shortly after. But I did too.
Dinner at LJS with sunshine. Hee.Poor you with those bites all over. Thank you for the company! Hehe.
And since I'm so motivated, I decided to go to Bugis tomorrow so I have that extra hour to study as compared to other libraries(in which I just feel so distracted I've been going off really early.
nIx is a happy girl! =D
-nIx- @ [[9:40 PM]]
Wheeee. Hahaah omg nix is so damn slack today.
Library at 10.20am and there wasn't much space available and I was being a public nuisance by lying on my tummy on the chair. HAHAA. So damn comfy for awhile till I found out my back was aching.
Anyhow, we had chicken rice again(the chicken was apparently ice cold) and had a little walk around J8.
Back to the library wish almost zero production because everyone around me was talking and I shifted places and the new couple came in and talked so loud I turned to them and asked them to lower down their volume.. They left shortly after. But I did too.
Dinner at LJS with sunshine. Hee.Poor you with those bites all over. Thank you for the company! Hehe.
And since I'm so motivated, I decided to go to Bugis tomorrow so I have that extra hour to study as compared to other libraries(in which I just feel so distracted I've been going off really early.
nIx is a happy girl! =D
-nIx- @ [[9:40 PM]]
Wohoo! Apparently damn high today. I did a question which I never before attempted but looked through the Revision Kit on the MRT just flipping from question to answer and back to question. Apparently the profit was far far far from the Balance sheet's retained profits. Okay whatever.
And my damned Consolidated balance sheet didn't balance. Guess how I consoled myself? "Balance sheet balance you will fail the exams." LOL.
Anyway, none of us managed to balance. Splendid.
I so regret not 1. continuing my lessons with the previous teacher. 2. practicing the revision kit.
That pang sai just gave questions which are way above our level of knowledge required. Even if one would know how to do, it would be too time consuming. Furthermore, if one is suddenly faced with an easy question, it's hard for them because they are so accustomed to tough questions they wouldn't know how to do the easy ones.
Even the questions which he gave in class that is exactly the same questions in the revision kit are so hard to understand. Bloody hell! One look at the revision kit's answers and I understand, one look at his and I can just vomit blood.
Jas and me went to Orchard and this 2 guys approached us for help. They were from this hair salon as trainees and they needed people to "practice" on and for their supervisor to comment on. Ahaha. Damn cute. Although my hair didn't really turn out much different, it was a good experience. Jasmine's one was pretty!
We then went to the arcade and played (HAHAHAA) that table puck game twice and 3 different types of racing car games. I suck at them but they were so damn fun!
-nIx- @ [[12:38 AM]]
June 06, 2007
Perhaps... I think too highly of myself. I have no idea how much other questions there are.
Whatver.
-nIx- @ [[9:09 PM]]
Perhaps... I think too highly of myself. I have no idea how much other questions there are.
Whatver.
-nIx- @ [[9:09 PM]]
Like, urrh, I wonder if I will finish studying on time. Hahaha.
And the only reason why I'm here is because Little Miss Forgetful forgot to charge her MP3 today.
Lic : You mad woman, up so early at like what? 7am?
-nIx- @ [[8:42 AM]]
Ahaha, as promised, thanks! =D
I'm so glad that damned paper is over. =D
You know what?
With reference to the outside paper, I was supposed to be in the 5th row and don't know what line number. So I went to that row and found someone sitting there so I walked a big round to the left, noticing the numbers were getting smaller and then to the right where I finally found my seat. Thanks a lot for rearranging the tables you guys.
Then the next moment, I was arranging my pencilcase and calculator for exams when I found out I had a post it note stuck to the back of the cover. So I quickly rushed to the back of the hall to find my bag which took ages and by the time I found my bag they started the exam without me...
Then I had the same problem of finding my seat again.... -.-
So I opened the exam paper and tadah. The first 2 compulsory questions had calculation and I really really wanted to go off instead of wasting my time. But then again, after 40minutes I was still at the 1st question so I decided to move on to the 2nd... -.- and then I gave up and did the 3rd question. Following which I headed on to the optional questions and obviously one question was a total ? for me so I had no choice but to do the remaining two..
Somewhere in between I was thinking, even if I got the question right, how am I going to pass since the optional part was 40marks? But after awhile I realised I was able to write quite a fair bit for the optional questions so I decided to be a good girl and go back to question 1 and 2... out of which I didn't do some questions. =x
Okay whatever.
I'm just happy it's over and I feel the stress off my shoulders.. well at least a little bit lesser than before.
FRS11, construction contracts is a big headache. Halleluyah.
-nIx- @ [[1:44 AM]]
June 04, 2007
Silly girl, hahahah. You promised!
Time to study!
-nIx- @ [[8:51 PM]]
Silly girl, hahahah. You promised!
Time to study!
-nIx- @ [[8:51 PM]]
June 03, 2007
Although I most probably know I won't be able to complete it all on time, I'm a happy girl on the overall because I studied A LOT today. =D
No laptop for me, fine. I'll wait.For that and for sth else
Tomorrow spells 1 day to the exams. =/ But then again I should be happy too as it means one step closer to freedom.. right? right?
Time to go back to studies.
Blogger doesn't seem to want to post this. Fine. Whatever.
-nIx- @ [[11:04 PM]]
Although I most probably know I won't be able to complete it all on time, I'm a happy girl on the overall because I studied A LOT today. =D
No laptop for me, fine. I'll wait.For that and for sth else
Tomorrow spells 1 day to the exams. =/ But then again I should be happy too as it means one step closer to freedom.. right? right?
Time to go back to studies.
Blogger doesn't seem to want to post this. Fine. Whatever.
-nIx- @ [[11:04 PM]]
Trapped herself in that circle for so long. There's no way she's wanting to get out. She's just waiting.. for the day someone pulls her out from the black pit. You - yes, you.
I'm looking forward for you to be wishing me good luck and all the best. Please don't forget.
-nIx- @ [[12:53 AM]]
June 02, 2007
zhou san, lei ho mo?I want you to talk to me.
Anyhow, I got a rather good night sleep. I think after blaberring what I've studied and because I could only remember the last topic, I repeated that countless times, I got bored and fell asleep rather quickly. Tadah.
I can't wait for the exams to end.
-nIx- @ [[8:56 AM]]
zhou san, lei ho mo?I want you to talk to me.
Anyhow, I got a rather good night sleep. I think after blaberring what I've studied and because I could only remember the last topic, I repeated that countless times, I got bored and fell asleep rather quickly. Tadah.
I can't wait for the exams to end.
-nIx- @ [[8:56 AM]]
A thousand times over.
Tomorrow will be a better day.. right?
-nIx- @ [[1:22 AM]]
June 01, 2007
MIA MIA. I'm saying everything that ends up in contradiction, yes I know. I just did so about a second ago.
Well I'm just one of the worst persons to give advice. I think I accept more of them than I give out. I guess people around me suffered first and learnt so much more than me. Everything I'm hit with, I think it's the worst that can ever happen.. until they tell me they've experienced something worse and then I feel so much better because I'm not as worse off.
I still want everything that's agreed upon. Please, please don't forget or expect me to treat them like empty words.I want you to talk to me now now now. =( I need my source of motivation.
Argh.
-nIx- @ [[11:30 PM]]
MIA MIA. I'm saying everything that ends up in contradiction, yes I know. I just did so about a second ago.
Well I'm just one of the worst persons to give advice. I think I accept more of them than I give out. I guess people around me suffered first and learnt so much more than me. Everything I'm hit with, I think it's the worst that can ever happen.. until they tell me they've experienced something worse and then I feel so much better because I'm not as worse off.
I still want everything that's agreed upon. Please, please don't forget or expect me to treat them like empty words.I want you to talk to me now now now. =( I need my source of motivation.
Argh.
-nIx- @ [[11:30 PM]]
Argh. Super short attention span today. Studied less than a total of 5hours and I'm back home already, tired tired.
Couldn't sleep last night. Attempted to sleep at 1 and I practically closed my eyes till 4am, roamed around the house and find out my parent's room had air con so I brought everything there and attempted to sleep again... by the time I managed to fall asleep I think there was sunlight already.
I'm damn tired. Goodnight. =(You're starting to affect me now, how now brown cow? =( =( =(
-nIx- @ [[6:18 PM]]
Yesterday was a public holiday well spent with lic.
First up - studying at mac
2. pasar malam and walking ard tp shopping! (slippers, toner, shampoo, leggings!)
3. a different mac
4. headache but off to suntec
5. kfc and more headache. angelic saves the day for helping me buy panadol and a bottle of water!
6. MORE SHOPPING and we bought this incredibly cute pair of slippers(again, I love slippers)
Anyway, I was a mad fellow jumping around the house like a kid showing off my new slippers. I'm so gonna wear it tmr. =D
Love, nIxI wonder what you're doing, I wonder how you are
-nIx- @ [[1:04 AM]]
